sleepless in emigration oaks

its 2am. i have been staring at the wall for 2 hrs with thoughts of black bean and cheese burritos. im not really starving im in between hungry and the distant feeling of being hollow. im totally hollow, my insides are caving in. im seeing leg muscles that havnt been seen for 3 years. i dont have vains popping out like bg but im still workin on it.

i had to drink this olive oil grapefruit juice mix a few hours ago, i dont know what it does but i cant sleep. i did go riding for 2 hrs from 845 to 1045 pm. i had no energy but made it back up the hill in the 34 cog. im thinking of ways to trim my bike grams down. i have thought of putting a dura ace 9 cog instead of xtr. its 4 oz. lighter. with the 27 tooth and the 22 t. granny combo. grip shift twisters instead of pods. and the 25.4mm bar instead of a 130 gram oversize. ec90 carb post instead of tomson, 20 grams saved in 10 places is 200 and thats almost a 1/2 pound. i think i can get it down to 20 lbs with some new parts. im goin to put it together tomorrow and see what happens.
im goin to use a prototype lefty from slowran that is 1/2 lb lighter than any other model with some custom spv valving. i wonder if it works and i hope i dont break it.


i have to get up at 630 so i wonder if i will be tired tomorrow/today later

i have a small cactus growing on my desk, i wonder if i water it too much
and i wonder if you shoot for the moon what happens if you hit it
i also wonder if i memorized the super d at brian head like i did shoreline if i could win pro and take down adam craig

heres to bean burritos and chicken legs tomorrow.