natural born killer

although i love animals and would never hurt one, i killed a mouse. i have never hunted or shot, kicked or mamed an animal. except this mouse in the garage is dead. a natural born killer. that means killer instinct. the edge most people dont have when comes to that point in a race where the pain is greater than the so called reward. the point where most 99% of the population say you are crazy, where you take the big risks, choose the crazy line on dh, throw caution to the wind and red line it for what to them seems minimal gains. the killer instinct you could say is the will to push yourself beyond what you can ever dream. when i was 14 i new this old guy named sam hill from riverton. back then he was like 55 or 60. i have not seen him since 1990 and i dont even know if he is still alive. he took me to the mtns on my new mtn bike, drove me around to a few races and said i was a natural born killer. the rest is history and a new chapter starts today.

im goin to the races. updates later tonight