back in the big city

well i was in the windy city. it wasnt windy. its funny watching the nfl playoffs at the airport. ya when the home team is playing in that town and the home team almost blows it time and time again.

the collective energy at the airport was oooo's and ahhh's. fun to watch. boring for some.

on another note.

lean just beyond your edge.

"in any given moment, a mans growth is optimized if he leans just beyond his edge, his capacity, his fear. he should not be too lazy, happily stagnating in the zone of security and comfort. nor should he push far beyond his edge, stressing himself unnecessarily, unable to metabolize his experience. he should lean just slightly beyond the edge of fear and discomfort. constantly. in everything he does."

your excellent track record is meaningless to girls..

a mans track record means nothing to the feminine. you could be perfect for 10 years, but if hes an asshole for 30 seconds his girl acts like hes always been one. the feminine responds to the moment of energy, forgetting her guys history of past behavior. your past behavior is irrelevant to his girls feeling in the moment. but guys base much on another guys history of behavior, so they think their own track record should count for something. but to a woman, it doesn't.
dave deida

i think thats a pretty good quote.